Rant #82398

Hello.
My mind is like orchard road on Xmas eve now. An array of thoughts whizzing about.

I am terribly, as in seriously fcking afraid for Monday. @ 1st they said results will be out @ 7.40am in our respective classrooms. Now someone tells me that it’ll be released in the Hall after school -_- WHY UNTIL LIKE THT MUST GO HALL MASS RELEASE ):

I received the guidelines regarding the law programmo. Must wear office wear. DO I LOOK LIKE I CAN PULL OFF THE OFFICE WEAR LOOK. I dont even have pants, skirts, formal tops ): Woe is me.

This is random ttm, but Im actually going for a soccer match later! Weehoo. Singahpurah VS Thailand! hahaha I cannot believe it, my first LIVE match Happy worzxz.

I really reallly wish that I had signed up for the South Africa trip): Ohwell.

Cheesy guys are a total turn off. Esp those who start sprouting cheesy lines in the 1st convo itself. Do I look like a naive fool to you sweetcakes?(: haha. It’ll take more than just that to impress me lorr. And it gives me the creeps honestly. People I dont even know trying to butter me up. Not literally doofus. Urgh. Perhaps. I shld just block them off and delete them. But a bit imba leh? Esp so when we have soo many friends in common. Alright. Just ignore. That wld do no?

I dont like having guy “phases”. Was thinking about it. Certain boys become my fave object every few months or so. It’s like some sort of a fad. I find a specific guy highly entertaining/exotic/funny/intriguing for like an average of three months. After that I just lose interest/contact and move on to another. But no they arent my boyfies or whtever, just friends. Weird much? Idk. Haha I feel so transparent typing it out here for the WWW to see. Ohwell.

I keep sleeping day in, day out. And Im trying my best to stay away from school as much as possible. Like I dont stay in school for no reason any longer. I do anything and everything to eradicate the thought of school from my mind. It’s scary honestly. Esp so when it used to be my fave place. I keep sleeping so that I dont have to think and mull over the impending doom on monday. Maybe Im just overreacting. Okay honestly I am. But I can’t help it? Okokokokok.
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L WORD sexbombxz.

I almost forgot how damn sexy she was. Thank gosh I stumbled upon this again.

HAHA okay. Finally did smth I wanted to do for a long time. Had lunch with Sunil. A proper one. After.. 2 months? Yeh. Wasnt as odd as I expected it to be. Within 2 mins the punching/slapping/namecalling and vulgarities started HAHAHAHAHA. Just like old times(: Felt as though the tension between us vanished. Like *poof*. Laughed finally. A lot as well(: Am terribly glad we managed to meet, despite almost fighting in the morning. yeah(:

Saw someone in school who I didnt quite particularly want to see.

Lit teacher is the awesomestzxzx. Omgawd. She had us laughing so much today. I simply love the way she speaks. It’s so… witty. Like the way she talks about things. Idk. Yeah had 30 mins of ‘life lessons’ with her(: Am glad though. I wldnt mind listening to her talk for 2 hours(: haha!

Was looking through my 2008 blog. Xanga. Came across ancient pictures of 2008. I didnt know I had so many pics of my long hair. AAHAHAHAHA.
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=136671&id=730707015&l=8e78528573

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I just woke up from a goooood slumber. HOHO. It’s funny how I have no problem sleeping @ any point of time during the day but find it an almost impossible task to sleep @ night. I just keep drifting in and out of sleep!

I really do hate going to school. I dunno wtf Im doing in school anymore?.

tuesday fcking blues

whoa. Today is majorly screwed up. I wish the earth wld just open up now and swallow me whole. Okay kiddingsxz. I is angstykiddo no.1 right now.

Sorethroat plus phlegm plus flu plus cough plus my bloody period. How wunzherfool. Dragged moiself off my bed @ 9am so that I wont be late for my lesson which starts @ 11am.

Came to skool only to discover that lesson had been pushed up to 8.4oam and had ended up 9.4oam instead. FML. I came to school for only one lesson only to have it been pushed up without my knowing):

Am sad.