SYAHRUL BABEY.

Hello babey(: We both are about to embark on two very important phases in life. And yours commences in a few hours. YOU’RE GNA CHANGE FROM A BOY TO A MANNNNN
Sexciting.
I am no doubt gonna miss you terribly next year): I’ve known you for about two years only. But you have alrdy secured ureself a soft spot in my heart(: When I think of 130 and 2008, most of my fave memories of tht year involve you! haha. You are definitely my no.2 most fave boy <3 I dont say this often or easily but I LOVE YOU. Muchos.
I doubt this huge transition we’re both gonna go through will dissolve this friendship. On the contrary tho, I hope it’ll only make it stronger(:
I really hope this whole NS schmuck isn’t too tough for you to deal with. Even if it is -_- You’ll find a way to get through it emerging stronger than before (as always). You’re so mentally strong(well regarding certain issues). Oh my. I really do hope tekong treats you well(: Take care sweeetheart!

Hakuna Matata;

Yes tht is one hellava motivational song.
Shaadup.
I.am.so.tempted.to.move.to.tumblr.
I feel like as though Im hanging in mid air.
I DO NOT adjust to abrupt changes very well thank you. You could have been a tad nicer to let this die off slowly. I don’t give two hoots if it dies off. But omg not so abruptly pls. Gosh. Girls pms once a month. BUT IT SEEMS TO ME THAT BOYS PMS ON ALL THE OTHER DAYS WORXZ. Idk who’s the petty one now. This feels like the HS stint all over again. And it suckxz.

Cannot wait for 2010. New year. New beginning. Still am excited over the fact that I’m gonna be a Yr.2 student. HAHA. It took me 2 years okay -_- Today is the tenth. School reopens in exactly one month and one day. SCARY SHIT. I just got round to clearing away and sorting out all my files and notes. There’s still muchos homework to be done. OH AND GROUP WORK FOR EN LIT): I quite abhor group work when it’s assigned to be completed during the holidays.

Two more outings and I’m done for this one month break. Must devote the weekdays of the month to finishing up on homework and re-capping last year stuffos. Weekends are meant for friends <3 Must must get a proper head start for 2010. I strongly hope that 2010 will not be a repetition of 2009. 2009 sucked badly. Suprisingly. Though the results were pretty good. Haha. So weird. 2008 was the bomb but the results sucked beeeg time. Ohwell. I will not let matters of the head cloud the mind. Nah uh. I shld know better by now. Definitely.

On a side note. I miss the YJ friends a tad too much! Esp since I bailed out on the last two weeks of school due to WAP and they have been flying off to S.Africa, Langkawi, Malaysia and Thailand. Grr. Proper outing soon once they all get their asses back in Singaporeeee <3

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Nothing’s gonna harm you, not while I’m around;

Sweeney Todd makes my insides churn.
Finally got down to watching it. Made the mistake of watching it while eating. Felt like puking on numerous occasions. But I must say though, I really do like the whole musical thing going on(: So nice. Ending a bit abrupt -_- SPOILER LAH.

Love doesn’t exist. Not in my opinion. Lust + Friendship. That’s all it ever is amongst teenagers these days. On numerous occasions, I have felt more bonding with my male bestfriends as compared to the special someone in my life at tht point.

But is it possible though, to habour feelings for someone you’ve yet to meet in the flesh before.? Or perhaps someone who’s just a figment of your imagination… It’s highly possible though, to breathe life into mere thoughts, giving it a more concrete form as days pass. An imaginary friend/lover. Someone from an entirely different dimension. Is it possible though, to fall in love with such a person, defined by your own idealistic characteristics and traits.? Freaky.

This week seems exciting. Meeting two of the primary skoool friends for lunch on thurs before one of them heads off for NS. Hoho. Movie with my favorite girls on friday evening <3 Okay. Shldnt get too caught up on such stuff. haha gotta set aside some time for studying too. Okay forget aout studying for now. I HAVE TO ATLEAST COMPLETE ALL MY HOLIDAY HW ): ohwell.

I find the whole RihannaChrisBrown thing overrated. IDK WHY THE WHOLE WORLD IS SO KPO TRYING TO POKE THEIR NOSE INTO A LOVE AFFAIR THT’S CLEARLY NOT THEIRS. Esp Oprah -_- Yeh I know she has a first hand account of abuse and is prolly telling Riri to stay away from Chrissy having Riri’s best interest @ heart. BUT STILL. Its like the world is pressurizing her to stay away from him. It’s her wish worxz. Just cause Chris did smth stupid once doesnt make him a bad person. He’s still a kid. 19 or 20 only. It’s crystal clear that he regretted what he did big time and is making amends for it. She shldnt totally write him off as a bad person. They were so in love(: It’s a pity tht things had to end up this way. Initially she was still in contact with him.. but she seems to have succumbed to the worlds pressure and is behaving accordingly to what they say. Ohwell.

This is prolly why I hate asking people for advice. I only rant at people when my head is in a muddle and im too confused to figure things out for myself. I have friends who tell me what to do. I know they offer advice with my best interest @ heart. But. Most of the time I end up not listening to them. HAHAHA. Ohwell. Thts why I love SHIPHRAH. She helps me organise my thoughts. She never tells me what to do. But manages to help me sort out my troubles(: I miss her terribly right now!):